My heart is heavy, not for any particular reason but for so many minuscule things. The heaviness has made it to where I can't think, I can't concentrate and I just want to sleep. I want to cry but I can't do it and it's not like life is so horrible but it just doesn't meet up to my ridiculous standards. I figured if I wrote it out that maybe I could clear my head and do my homework like I have been trying to do for 2 days but instead slept. Depression sucks and having no one to help pick up the pieces sucks too. But I have lost faith in people because all they do is hurt you and use you for their gain. Yes I have acquaintances and I am all for helping people as it helps fill the voids in my life, but they are not allowed to get close to me. I don't allow much down time so that I don't have to take the time to get into my head. I work full time, have a part time job at church and volunteer at church. I am in school taking 4 classes (equated to full time...
