I honestly wish I could just delete my ex husband. Like when an email pops up from him - DELETE, when he calls my cell phone - DELETE, when he texts me - DELETE, when the kids walk up and say "Dad really needs to talk to you", and it is somehting so insanely dumb - DELETE!
God places people in your life and you question why. I am learning not to question him but go with the flow. I do have two beautiful children because of the relationship and when you put those two with my other two children, well life just overflows with the answer to my questions. I LOVE MY BABIES!!!
Where has the time gone...
Not sure how time has slipped through my fingers like it has over the past few months, it has been a crazy whirlwind of a life. I have been so busy with work, the kids and my head. It's like I have so much swimming in my head and I am not sure how to process it all or how to deal with the emotions that I have felt. I am completely off of my Bipolar meds and only on my hormone replacement therapy which seems to be going well. With being off the Bipolar meds I am experiencing feelings and moods that I am not used to and I have to learn how to handle and control them... I am so used to being "borderline" and "blah" that these ups and downs are a shock to my system. Now they are not the Bipolar Manic and Mania ups and downs, they are the ups and downs of life and the things going on around me, processing things and seeing how I really feel and what my opinions are. It saddens me that I don't have anyone to share these with, but it is the first ...
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