I honestly wish I could just delete my ex husband. Like when an email pops up from him - DELETE, when he calls my cell phone - DELETE, when he texts me - DELETE, when the kids walk up and say "Dad really needs to talk to you", and it is somehting so insanely dumb - DELETE!
God places people in your life and you question why. I am learning not to question him but go with the flow. I do have two beautiful children because of the relationship and when you put those two with my other two children, well life just overflows with the answer to my questions. I LOVE MY BABIES!!!
The Nautilus
I feel like giving and trust work in tandem. GIVING In some areas giving is easy for me, sometimes it is too easy. I will give of my time, energy, strength, love (to those who are closest to me), determination and dedication to my workplace and commitments to others to my detriment and decline of health. Giving of my finances is another story. Money is tight and a negative bank account is a reoccurring factor the past couple of months. TRUST That is a hard one. Let down and disappointment one after another because I trusted people. They were probably the wrong people to trust and I probably expected more than I should have. Then again did I really expect more than I should have? Lately, over the years, my thought process has been if I don't invest in GOD, people or myself I can't be let down. I have been working on changing that thought process but it is not easy. I am not going to live in f...
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