Trying to make a comeback... I used to have a blog that my whole heart was poured into, but at a moment of anger and frustration and just plain done with the world I deleted it. I was in such a dark place and hurt by so many that I didn't want to share my world, I didn't want to be in the world. That was about nine months ago, and now I am reborn. I am working through my hurts and opening myself back up to the outside world. I will let you know how it goes.
The Nautilus
I feel like giving and trust work in tandem. GIVING In some areas giving is easy for me, sometimes it is too easy. I will give of my time, energy, strength, love (to those who are closest to me), determination and dedication to my workplace and commitments to others to my detriment and decline of health. Giving of my finances is another story. Money is tight and a negative bank account is a reoccurring factor the past couple of months. TRUST That is a hard one. Let down and disappointment one after another because I trusted people. They were probably the wrong people to trust and I probably expected more than I should have. Then again did I really expect more than I should have? Lately, over the years, my thought process has been if I don't invest in GOD, people or myself I can't be let down. I have been working on changing that thought process but it is not easy. I am not going to live in f...
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