Today I feel Thankful for my children who are each so different and strong in their very own ways. Don't get me wrong, they certainly stress me out and know how to push my buttons, but each of them has something magical about them. I can be having the worst day ever and one of them will know just the right things to say or do that can change it all. They remind me to live each day to the fullest and to take the time to have fun and be happy. The four of them complete my life and give me the strength to press on each and every day. I can see a bright future for each of them, they have such amazing potential and are scary smart. Words could never express how proud of them I am and how much I love them.
Where has the time gone...
Not sure how time has slipped through my fingers like it has over the past few months, it has been a crazy whirlwind of a life. I have been so busy with work, the kids and my head. It's like I have so much swimming in my head and I am not sure how to process it all or how to deal with the emotions that I have felt. I am completely off of my Bipolar meds and only on my hormone replacement therapy which seems to be going well. With being off the Bipolar meds I am experiencing feelings and moods that I am not used to and I have to learn how to handle and control them... I am so used to being "borderline" and "blah" that these ups and downs are a shock to my system. Now they are not the Bipolar Manic and Mania ups and downs, they are the ups and downs of life and the things going on around me, processing things and seeing how I really feel and what my opinions are. It saddens me that I don't have anyone to share these with, but it is the first ...

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