Today I want to express my thankfulness for my friends. I am blessed beyond words with amazing friends. Some friends that I talk to on a daily basis, some I talk to once every couple of weeks when we meet for lunch and others that I never get to talk to but I know they are there and they bless me with their thoughts and prayers. My friends love me and accept me for who I am and they don't expect anything out of me in return. They just want me to be happy! Imagine that, someone wants me to be happy! My friends don't point out my imperfections, they will call me out on my crap or throw down the BS flag if needed, but they are whole hearted, sincere and loving when they do it. They don't expect me to change who I am to suit their needs and are around when I truly need someone to talk to. Even when I try to distance myself from the world and them, they come banging down my walls. I love and appreciate all of my friends with all of my heart, without them I don't know how I would get through this life! I can only hope that I am as good a friend to them as they are to me.
Where has the time gone...
Not sure how time has slipped through my fingers like it has over the past few months, it has been a crazy whirlwind of a life. I have been so busy with work, the kids and my head. It's like I have so much swimming in my head and I am not sure how to process it all or how to deal with the emotions that I have felt. I am completely off of my Bipolar meds and only on my hormone replacement therapy which seems to be going well. With being off the Bipolar meds I am experiencing feelings and moods that I am not used to and I have to learn how to handle and control them... I am so used to being "borderline" and "blah" that these ups and downs are a shock to my system. Now they are not the Bipolar Manic and Mania ups and downs, they are the ups and downs of life and the things going on around me, processing things and seeing how I really feel and what my opinions are. It saddens me that I don't have anyone to share these with, but it is the first ...

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