Today I have to say I am Thankful for the amazingly smart scientists/chemists and doctors and nurses that work so hard to make and prescribe medicine. I know it sounds strange, but if I didn't have the medicine available to me that I take on a daily basis, I don't know what kind of person I would be or where I would be. Untreated Bipolar can lead to a very dysfunctional and destructive lifestyle and untreated ADD can cause many problems at work due to lack of focus and attention to detail and menopause at 34, no thank you! Because of my medicine and my determination I have a great job that I am able to keep, I have 4 children that I can raise and I have a life I am proud to live. I am also thankful for the health insurance I have through my work because the medicines I take are expensive with insurance, I can't imagine them without it! So THANK YOU to those of you in the medical field that work so hard everyday to help people like me to live a normal life!
Where has the time gone...
Not sure how time has slipped through my fingers like it has over the past few months, it has been a crazy whirlwind of a life. I have been so busy with work, the kids and my head. It's like I have so much swimming in my head and I am not sure how to process it all or how to deal with the emotions that I have felt. I am completely off of my Bipolar meds and only on my hormone replacement therapy which seems to be going well. With being off the Bipolar meds I am experiencing feelings and moods that I am not used to and I have to learn how to handle and control them... I am so used to being "borderline" and "blah" that these ups and downs are a shock to my system. Now they are not the Bipolar Manic and Mania ups and downs, they are the ups and downs of life and the things going on around me, processing things and seeing how I really feel and what my opinions are. It saddens me that I don't have anyone to share these with, but it is the first ...

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