Today I have to say I am Thankful for the amazingly smart scientists/chemists and doctors and nurses that work so hard to make and prescribe medicine. I know it sounds strange, but if I didn't have the medicine available to me that I take on a daily basis, I don't know what kind of person I would be or where I would be. Untreated Bipolar can lead to a very dysfunctional and destructive lifestyle and untreated ADD can cause many problems at work due to lack of focus and attention to detail and menopause at 34, no thank you! Because of my medicine and my determination I have a great job that I am able to keep, I have 4 children that I can raise and I have a life I am proud to live. I am also thankful for the health insurance I have through my work because the medicines I take are expensive with insurance, I can't imagine them without it! So THANK YOU to those of you in the medical field that work so hard everyday to help people like me to live a normal life!
The Nautilus
I feel like giving and trust work in tandem. GIVING In some areas giving is easy for me, sometimes it is too easy. I will give of my time, energy, strength, love (to those who are closest to me), determination and dedication to my workplace and commitments to others to my detriment and decline of health. Giving of my finances is another story. Money is tight and a negative bank account is a reoccurring factor the past couple of months. TRUST That is a hard one. Let down and disappointment one after another because I trusted people. They were probably the wrong people to trust and I probably expected more than I should have. Then again did I really expect more than I should have? Lately, over the years, my thought process has been if I don't invest in GOD, people or myself I can't be let down. I have been working on changing that thought process but it is not easy. I am not going to live in f...

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