A world in which everything and everyone works in perfect harmony... (if only in my dreams)
Total Space Cadet
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That's me up there, a space cadet... I am floating around space not accomplishing much of anything. Had my coffee, took my meds and I am still tired, no energy and no focus. Houston, I need help landing!
Not sure how time has slipped through my fingers like it has over the past few months, it has been a crazy whirlwind of a life. I have been so busy with work, the kids and my head. It's like I have so much swimming in my head and I am not sure how to process it all or how to deal with the emotions that I have felt. I am completely off of my Bipolar meds and only on my hormone replacement therapy which seems to be going well. With being off the Bipolar meds I am experiencing feelings and moods that I am not used to and I have to learn how to handle and control them... I am so used to being "borderline" and "blah" that these ups and downs are a shock to my system. Now they are not the Bipolar Manic and Mania ups and downs, they are the ups and downs of life and the things going on around me, processing things and seeing how I really feel and what my opinions are. It saddens me that I don't have anyone to share these with, but it is the first ...
I haven't been posting much because 1. I don't have internet at home and 2. I have been so swamped at work that I haven't been taking my 15 minute breaks. Life has been very difficult over the past 2 weeks with living in a new place and trying to get situated and the emotional roller coaster I am on with my husband. I found out last week that he is seriously considering "renting out" half of the house to a co-worker and her son. Yup! You know damn well that a guy doesn't just decide to "rent out" half the house to a "co-worker". He is so self absorbed right now that he isn't even thinking about how that is going to make his children feel. Can you imagine going to stay with your Dad for the weekend and the house you lived in is completely redone and redecorated and has some strange woman and her kid in it! I feel so bad for my children. Once I processed what he is doing it hit me that he has probably built up a relationsh...
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