A world in which everything and everyone works in perfect harmony... (if only in my dreams)
Total Space Cadet
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That's me up there, a space cadet... I am floating around space not accomplishing much of anything. Had my coffee, took my meds and I am still tired, no energy and no focus. Houston, I need help landing!
Not sure how time has slipped through my fingers like it has over the past few months, it has been a crazy whirlwind of a life. I have been so busy with work, the kids and my head. It's like I have so much swimming in my head and I am not sure how to process it all or how to deal with the emotions that I have felt. I am completely off of my Bipolar meds and only on my hormone replacement therapy which seems to be going well. With being off the Bipolar meds I am experiencing feelings and moods that I am not used to and I have to learn how to handle and control them... I am so used to being "borderline" and "blah" that these ups and downs are a shock to my system. Now they are not the Bipolar Manic and Mania ups and downs, they are the ups and downs of life and the things going on around me, processing things and seeing how I really feel and what my opinions are. It saddens me that I don't have anyone to share these with, but it is the first ...
Inner Strength - your survival instinct... I am so Thankful that I have inner strength, the drive and determination that comes out at that last possible second when you think you have nothing left in you. I am a pretty stubborn person and I won't "allow" things to come crashing down and take away my spirit, I just keep trucking on and on and on like the energizer bunny. Something gets in my way and I either plow right through it like a linebacker or I stuff it down inside and try to deal with it later. I have to say with my current situation I have taken the bull by the horns and just done what needs to be done as far as getting a place of my own and taking on the bills etc, but the emotional side of it I have stuffed deep down inside of me and it keeps trying to rear it's ugly head the past couple of days. I am sad about the separation and about how things have turned out, it breaks my heart. But you go on, I have learned to let go of things. I am in cont...
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