Where did I leave off and where did I leave it?

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I have my journal and I have my blog and my mind is so bad that I don't know what I write where.  I know I went through the thoughts and put them down someplace but was it in my blog or did I journal it?  And sometimes I think of something so great and by the time I get to my blog or journal, I have forgotten what it is that had me so inspired or what I worked through...  Life is one big ball of peaceful chaos for me lately.  I am at peace but my life is chaotic and crazy, does that even make sense? 

I had a garage sale this weekend and did pretty good, I have my first months rent ready, now I just have to come up with the security deposit and last months rent.  After the garage sale I threw everything back in my garage and am going to do it all over again in 2 weeks.  (I really just want House of Hope, Faith Farm or Goodwill to back a truck up to my garage and take it all!) I can't believe in a few weeks I will be moving from a four bedroom, 2 living room, 2 car garage into a 3 bedroom, 1 small living room and 1 tiny closet for storage apartment. 

I am sad and happy about the move.  I thought when my husband moved out that it would just be a short amount of time and he would be back, but that is not the case.  I don't know if we will ever live together again and that makes me sad.  I have continued to go to therapy, take my medication and work on myself.  Speaking of medication I am going to a new doctor this week for my medication because my other doctor flaked out and left the practice over night!  I hear he really knows his stuff when it comes to medicine but he has no personality and doesn't know how to interact very well with the patient.  I will take the fact that his reputation for knowing his medication is a huge plus and ignore the personality part.  It's not like I am gong to be friends with the guy, I just want to be on the right medicine with little to no side effects.  Back to the move...  I am happy about it because I am forced to down size all of my clutter and I will finally have a place I can keep up with.  The house I am in right now is too big and too difficult to keep up with so a smaller, more cozy place will make momma very happy.

As much as I don't really feel like it, I guess I should get to work.  Photobucket

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Hair Bows & Guitar Picks said…
I have so been thinking about down sizing lately too.

Please let me know if you need any help with any of it...the move, the garage sale...anything.
April 04, 2012
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