Change of Mindset
Originally I thought I was going to get on here and vent about why my mother never picks up the phone to call and talk to me and how our relationship is still so strained. But then I looked around my house and thought about how blessed I am. Even with all of the trials I have been through this year, I come out stronger and wiser.
I am sad that a year long relationship has come to an end, but we are better off as friends. He is a wonderful man and was my first healthy relationship where there were no expectations and we didn't want to change each other. I need to work more on my self love and having less expectations for myself. We truly are our own worst enemies.
Both of my girls have their best friends over for a New Years sleepover. My big boy took my little boy to see the Hobbit before he goes to hang out with his friends and in the morning all we are going to see the sun rise with a cup of hot chocolate!
The New Year already has so much in store that I know about: my son turns 18, graduates high school, goes to basic training and begins his career in the Air Force, we are moving in a month, I have an interview when we go back to work. I can't wait to see God's plan for us unfold...
With Blessings and Love,
I am sad that a year long relationship has come to an end, but we are better off as friends. He is a wonderful man and was my first healthy relationship where there were no expectations and we didn't want to change each other. I need to work more on my self love and having less expectations for myself. We truly are our own worst enemies.
Both of my girls have their best friends over for a New Years sleepover. My big boy took my little boy to see the Hobbit before he goes to hang out with his friends and in the morning all we are going to see the sun rise with a cup of hot chocolate!
The New Year already has so much in store that I know about: my son turns 18, graduates high school, goes to basic training and begins his career in the Air Force, we are moving in a month, I have an interview when we go back to work. I can't wait to see God's plan for us unfold...
With Blessings and Love,
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