Perspective
Perspective - a particular attitude toward or way of regarding something; a point of view.
It's been a while and after talking with my daughter I remembered this place... a place for my thoughts and feeling to be put someplace other than inside my head. Sadly, I see that not much has changed. I thought I had changed my perspective on life and how things happen to pertain to me and how I react to them, but alas they have not! When does the cycle end, when does it stop. When do the bouts of depression and sadness dissipate?
I have worked long and hard to become the woman I am, the mother I am, the friend and coworker/employee I am. Yes, I have moved up in the workforce and yes I have found my voice to stand up for myself but why the continuing depression in my life?
I would love to say it ends here! To take a stand and say NO MORE, but it is not that easy. LIFE, LIFE is so unkind and trying. I grab the small triumphs and the happy moments with my children, family, and friends and yet at the same time those are what suck the life right out of me. I need to remember BALANCE and DOWNTIME and CHRIST and put things in PERSPECTIVE.
It's been a while and after talking with my daughter I remembered this place... a place for my thoughts and feeling to be put someplace other than inside my head. Sadly, I see that not much has changed. I thought I had changed my perspective on life and how things happen to pertain to me and how I react to them, but alas they have not! When does the cycle end, when does it stop. When do the bouts of depression and sadness dissipate?
I have worked long and hard to become the woman I am, the mother I am, the friend and coworker/employee I am. Yes, I have moved up in the workforce and yes I have found my voice to stand up for myself but why the continuing depression in my life?
I would love to say it ends here! To take a stand and say NO MORE, but it is not that easy. LIFE, LIFE is so unkind and trying. I grab the small triumphs and the happy moments with my children, family, and friends and yet at the same time those are what suck the life right out of me. I need to remember BALANCE and DOWNTIME and CHRIST and put things in PERSPECTIVE.
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